Day 1

Today was my first day back to work after being off for 12 weeks!  Yep, Marissa is growing up so fast.  It was an okay day.  I would have much rather preferred spending the day at home, sipping coffee, snuggling my little monkey, doing tummy time and getting chores done, but instead I drove to work on a foggy Monday morning to sit at a desk and attend meetings when all I really wanted to do was see my sweet baby girl.

Then I rushed home to kiss her chubby cheeks, put away laundry, fix dinner and clean the house.  Before I knew it, it was time to feed Marissa and get her ready for bed.  I got to spend about two and a half hours with her today, that's it!  That's it?  Wait, how does that work?  Someone I barely know gets to spend 9 hours a day with her and I get to spend a measly two and a half?  Talk about life not being fair.  I know they say that the grass is always greener, but there is something seriously wrong with this picture.

It's only day 1 of being back to work and I already feel like I'm going to miss so much...