Little Stinker
Rawr!
Such a happy girl
Hangin' with Daddy
Eww, boys are icky!
Goofy girl!
Yes, mommy...
An avenue for me to journal my thoughts, events, our growing family, life and anything else that comes to mind.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
2 Posts in One Night?
Okay, I have to be an attention whore (AW) and show off some new pictures of Marissa.
Neglect
That's what I've been doing to my blog...sorry I haven't checked in for awhile. As I'm sure you know and hopefully understand, I'm a busy woman. Between working full time and trying to soak up every minute I can with Marissa, I feel like my free time is stretched pretty thin.
Last Sunday was the Superbowl and we had a get together with our friends at our house. We stuffed ourselves with food, cheered for our teams, drank beer and wine and called it a night when the Green Bay Packers walked away with a win. Celebrating the Superbowl at our house reminded me of the party we had 2 years ago at the house and it made me realize how much I miss my best friend. = (
Marissa has a little friend at daycare who is 7 months old. He is crawling, can stand and the sitter says that they have a great time together! I got to see them playing the other day when I picked her up, it sure was cute. It's also good for her to get interaction with other babies. Today when I picked her up from the sitters, she was sitting on the couch playing with the sitter's daughters. She didn't even acknowledge me! She was just sitting there, playing and laughing, having a good 'ol time. It's days like today that I really miss being home with her and wish that I could be a stay at home mom. Some days I fear that she'll grow attached to someone else other than me, her momma.
In other news, Danny is back to traveling for work. While it's better than traveling to New York every other week, he is now traveling Wednesday through Friday (late) every 3rd week of the month. He will be staying over night which means that I have to fly solo with Marissa. It's a lot to take on when he's gone. I know I'm superwoman and can do it all myself, but it's no easy task and I miss him when he's gone.
This weekend we are going to the Lake with some friends to get away and relax. It should be a nice time. Danny and I aren't really doing much for Valentine's Day this year so a weekend away at the Lake will be fun. Of course we are taking Lil Miss with us. The weekend wouldn't be complete without her. We might hit up a winery for a little wine tasting and who knows what else we'll get into.
We've finalized our summer vacation plans and that gives me something to look forward to. I can't wait to hit the beach with Marissa and Danny and have our first family vacation. I love the OBX (Outerbanks) because it is so laid back and chill. My parents, as well as Danny's parents and his brother/wife/baby are coming along too! It should be a lot of fun, family time.
Speaking of things to look forward to...I've started planning Marissa's first birthday party. :) Danny of course made fun of me and started joking around asking if I wanted to go Prom dress shopping for her this weekend. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm a planner. I love party planning and I figured I might as well get started on the planning while I have time. So, I'll leave you with a little sneak peak of what's to come:
Last Sunday was the Superbowl and we had a get together with our friends at our house. We stuffed ourselves with food, cheered for our teams, drank beer and wine and called it a night when the Green Bay Packers walked away with a win. Celebrating the Superbowl at our house reminded me of the party we had 2 years ago at the house and it made me realize how much I miss my best friend. = (
Marissa has a little friend at daycare who is 7 months old. He is crawling, can stand and the sitter says that they have a great time together! I got to see them playing the other day when I picked her up, it sure was cute. It's also good for her to get interaction with other babies. Today when I picked her up from the sitters, she was sitting on the couch playing with the sitter's daughters. She didn't even acknowledge me! She was just sitting there, playing and laughing, having a good 'ol time. It's days like today that I really miss being home with her and wish that I could be a stay at home mom. Some days I fear that she'll grow attached to someone else other than me, her momma.
In other news, Danny is back to traveling for work. While it's better than traveling to New York every other week, he is now traveling Wednesday through Friday (late) every 3rd week of the month. He will be staying over night which means that I have to fly solo with Marissa. It's a lot to take on when he's gone. I know I'm superwoman and can do it all myself, but it's no easy task and I miss him when he's gone.
This weekend we are going to the Lake with some friends to get away and relax. It should be a nice time. Danny and I aren't really doing much for Valentine's Day this year so a weekend away at the Lake will be fun. Of course we are taking Lil Miss with us. The weekend wouldn't be complete without her. We might hit up a winery for a little wine tasting and who knows what else we'll get into.
We've finalized our summer vacation plans and that gives me something to look forward to. I can't wait to hit the beach with Marissa and Danny and have our first family vacation. I love the OBX (Outerbanks) because it is so laid back and chill. My parents, as well as Danny's parents and his brother/wife/baby are coming along too! It should be a lot of fun, family time.
Speaking of things to look forward to...I've started planning Marissa's first birthday party. :) Danny of course made fun of me and started joking around asking if I wanted to go Prom dress shopping for her this weekend. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm a planner. I love party planning and I figured I might as well get started on the planning while I have time. So, I'll leave you with a little sneak peak of what's to come:
I am hoping that next weekend we can make a visit to go see my parents. It's been forever since we've been up there, so we owe them a visit! Besides, we need to celebrate my dad's 50th Birthday that he had this past Saturday!
Oh, I'm a terrible mother...I almost forgot today is Eli's 4th birthday! Wow, time flies!
Sunday, January 30, 2011
*5 Months*
Marissa is 5 months old today! I can't believe it (go ahead and get used to me saying this as each month passes). She is getting so big! We had a little photo shoot this morning in bed and she was sitting up all by herself. It was nice and cooshy for when she toppled over and went TIMBER! I've been trying to snap photos off and on all day. Do you have any idea how hard it is to take pictures of a 5 month old who won't sit still, look at the camera and won't remove her fingers or toes from her mouth?
Is she not the cutest thing you've ever seen?
Sitting up like a big girl!
You talkin' to mee??
"Mornin' Momma, I'm 5 months old today!"
I haz a flower on my head
Mmm...this blankie tastes so good...now if only I could figure out how to get my foot in here...
What happened to my little baby?
Is she not the cutest thing you've ever seen?
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Date Night
My parents came to visit us yesterday and we decided it would be the perfect opportunity to have a date night. Danny and I haven't gone out much since having Marissa but we figured since she would be at home safe and sound in her own crib, we would have a night out on the town.
We headed out around 6:00 and went to the Fredericksburg Pub for a few drinks. They have a ton of beer on tap and a great variety of mixed drinks and wine. I started off with a glass of Merlot and Danny had an IPA. The bar is really nice, great service and everyone wears kilts! One of the bartenders who served us was actually from Scotland and had a very strong accent.
After a few drinks we walked over to the movie theater and watched The Black Swan. What an intense movie! It was pretty good, Danny said it reminds him a little bit of the movie Fight Club. After finishing a large popcorn, we decided to refill and buy more tickets for another movie. It's not too often you get a free baby sitter, so we figured we might as well take full advantage. Since I picked The Black Swan, Danny picked out True Grit. It was a western type movie and I have to say it was actually really good. I only called three times to check on Marissa while we were gone. I'd say that was pretty successful!
It was so nice to have a husband and wife night. We laughed, had good conversation and Danny even opened the car door for me when we left the theater. It felt like our old dating days again. :) He still knows how to melt my heart!
We headed out around 6:00 and went to the Fredericksburg Pub for a few drinks. They have a ton of beer on tap and a great variety of mixed drinks and wine. I started off with a glass of Merlot and Danny had an IPA. The bar is really nice, great service and everyone wears kilts! One of the bartenders who served us was actually from Scotland and had a very strong accent.
After a few drinks we walked over to the movie theater and watched The Black Swan. What an intense movie! It was pretty good, Danny said it reminds him a little bit of the movie Fight Club. After finishing a large popcorn, we decided to refill and buy more tickets for another movie. It's not too often you get a free baby sitter, so we figured we might as well take full advantage. Since I picked The Black Swan, Danny picked out True Grit. It was a western type movie and I have to say it was actually really good. I only called three times to check on Marissa while we were gone. I'd say that was pretty successful!
It was so nice to have a husband and wife night. We laughed, had good conversation and Danny even opened the car door for me when we left the theater. It felt like our old dating days again. :) He still knows how to melt my heart!
Friday, January 21, 2011
Just Me and My Cab Sav
Danny is working late tonight, he's on his way home from Baltimore. Marissa was in bed around 7:00 so I started some home made jambalaya in the slow cooker for dinner tomorrow night and I am now enjoying a glass of cabernet sauvignon (red wine). I have music playing, the monitor is on for Marissa and I'm just enjoying the peace and quiet.
I miss my hubby, but I guess it's good to have a little quality "me" time.
Mom and dad are coming tomorrow morning to visit. I think after Marissa goes to bed we are going to head out to a movie and have a husband and wife date night! We haven't really had any since we've had Marissa so it is much needed. Marissa will be in her comfort zone in her on home, in her cozy, warm crib so hopefully she will sleep while we are out and not give mom and dad too much trouble. Though I'm sure they wouldn't mind even if she was up the whole time.
I've decided that I need some friends who drink red wine....because this glass is tasting too good and I really, really don't need to finish this whole bottle. :) Plus, it would be nice to sit and chat over a glass of wine, I guess what I really need to find is some other mommy friends who won't be bored talking about bebehs! I feel like I don't relate to many of my friends anymore, but on a side note...I know 4 people who are pregnant and expecting this year! Very exciting and I am so happy for all of them!
I miss my hubby, but I guess it's good to have a little quality "me" time.
Mom and dad are coming tomorrow morning to visit. I think after Marissa goes to bed we are going to head out to a movie and have a husband and wife date night! We haven't really had any since we've had Marissa so it is much needed. Marissa will be in her comfort zone in her on home, in her cozy, warm crib so hopefully she will sleep while we are out and not give mom and dad too much trouble. Though I'm sure they wouldn't mind even if she was up the whole time.
I've decided that I need some friends who drink red wine....because this glass is tasting too good and I really, really don't need to finish this whole bottle. :) Plus, it would be nice to sit and chat over a glass of wine, I guess what I really need to find is some other mommy friends who won't be bored talking about bebehs! I feel like I don't relate to many of my friends anymore, but on a side note...I know 4 people who are pregnant and expecting this year! Very exciting and I am so happy for all of them!
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Dear Mom
Dear Mom:
I wanted to say I’m sorry. I’m sorry for not checking in when I said I would, for sneaking out and for not being where I said I would be. I’m sorry for being a typical teenager and pushing your buttons just to see you squirm. I’m sorry for making your heart skip a beat when you would see me flying in the air on the sidelines at football games and cheerleading competitions. I’m sorry you had to see me with my first heart break, broken bones and a trip to the ER in an ambulance.
I want to say thank you for bailing me out on my senior beach trip, for teaching me to love and being patient with me when I needed to figure things out in my life. For always lending an ear to listen and dealing with my excessive need for perfection and order. Thank you for complimenting my attributes and for telling me when I’m wrong.
I know that over the years I will learn tenfold the trouble that I put you through. I know my heart will skip a beat the first time I see Marissa take her first steps, I will cry when she gets her heart broken for the first time and I will be furious when I catch her skipping school. I will probably cringe at a few choice boyfriends and do a happy dance when she finds the perfect man she will marry.
I now know what it is like to be a mother. To feel emotions so different than anything you’ve ever felt before. Emotions that you don’t even feel for your own mother, your husband, your brothers or sisters or even your best friend. A mother’s love is so different than anything you can explain and someone who has never been a mother can never put themselves in your shoes or even begin to comprehend this nature of love.
Thank you for showing me what it’s like to be a great mother; for paving the way down this bumpy path with hills and slopes and fender benders that happen along the way. For always having my back and being the best mom you could be!
I hope that one day Marissa sits and contemplates over her childhood and sees me just as I see you. I know she won’t see me as perfect and there will be times she wishes I would disappear (I can hear her now, "buuut mooooommmmm, you're embarrassing me!"), but I hope she realizes that I love her and I always have her well being in mind.
Thanks for being you, mom.
Love you!
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